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Have you ever experienced that at a certain point of your life there is an urge for you to do something? Something that you did not want and expect to be doing ever for the rest of your life.

And then at one moment you suddenly find yourself doing it.

I don't know if it made sense, but it's exactly what is happening to me lately. I'm in a funny situation (in my own point of view). Lately, i have a feeling of being to be a writer. And I have no idea how this feeling really got in to me that I'm finding myself doing it right now.

Okay, I admit, I don't think that I am a good writer. I can still remember way back in high school how my writings used to be as just mediocre ones.

I guess that it's one of the major reasons why i gave up writing long time ago.
But i don't mind it right now. I believe that to write is to express your thoughts and feelings in a different way. Sometimes in a better way I must say. When you write you just write, You don't try to please anyone and you don't care about anything or how and what your writing is going to be. You just write.

Most of the times I envy writers. I can imagine how wonderful they feel whenever they write. How soothing it is to pour all their emotions out of anger, happiness, sadness, and pain. Out of anything.

Now, I don't have to envy them anymore because I have decided that I want to be one. I want to be a writer. It is my new dream (I have a lot of dreams in life though). I'm not thinking that it's going to be my entire life. But i want it to be a part of my life. I have three realizations lately. I realize i have a new dream, I want to write, and I will write more for sure.

-aLoN